Not a good day....

Well, I woke up this morning to my phone going off like crazy. I answered and it was my Mom. She told me that my niece Lillian (5) is in the hospital. She woke up in the middle of the night screaming because he stomach hurt. They called an ambulance and took her to the hospital. At the hospital they took her blood and found out that her blood sugar was over 355. More tests, found out that she has juvenile diabetes. She was transported to a hospital in Park Ridge where she will be there for a few days to get her blood sugar regulated. Also, the doctor is going to teach my brother and sister-in-law what they need to do and all that. I just talked to my Brother and he gave me the number to get a hold of him and her room number. He also said that Lillian looks like a robot with all the machines attached to her. :( my poor baby. I am not going to post this one on Facebook because it is too personal but, I will keep it posted here. I woke up super early and I am exhausted.

I have 2 classes today and I am tempted to skip both of them. I feel like that I won't be able to concentrate at all. I am going to be worried sick all day. I hate being so far away. I want to go home and help but, I have to much homework to do this weekend. I don't know what to do. It is going to be a long day. I tried to go back to sleep but, I just couldn't, my body wouldn't let me. Every time I hear and update about Lilly I cry. I know that diabetes is a big deal and I know that she is just a little girl who has it. Makes me sick to my stomach thinking about it. At least they caught it when she was young. I don't know. I feel like today is going to be a waste. The roomies want me to go with them to Olive Garden but, I don't know if I am going to go. I feel like I need to get stuff done and try to make a trip home.

We will see what happens. I am attaching a picture of Lilly so you can see how cute she is. I love this girl. She is my oldest niece.

This is her and I on my Birthday last year :) She only came to sit on my lap because I had cake! lol.
Love her!

Well I am going to attempt to get myself ready for the day.

till next time.

with love,
Kaitlyn

P.S. Keep this gorgeous girl in your prayers.