Slightly disheartened!

Today I went and took the TAP test again for the 5th time. Yes, I know. So I finish the test, and the lady handed me a sheet with the results. The sections said, "possible passing" for reading and "not passing" for Math. So I was excited to hear about that reading section. However, the math is going to kill me one day. Then I remembered, the ACT TEST! I can retake that, and all I have to get is a 22! I went online to see the dates. Well, I am pretty much out of testing this summer. I have to wait 60 days before signing up again for the TAP and the ACT there is no test until September. All I want to do is cry. I studied so much my eyes hurt. I am going to make some calls tomorrow and see what I can do. But, I think that this is going to be it for this "teacher" :( I want to give up on it. I really do. But, I know that I want to be a teacher so bad it hurts. So my decision as of right now is to not go back in the fall. I want to take a semester off, so I can work on passing this test, take some other classes. I am just going to hope and pray that I am going to be able to take this ACT soon. I really mean it. I don't want to give up my dream, but I am so sad. I just want to curl up in a ball and watch a movie. lol. Netflix is going to be my best friend the next few days. Well, I am going to get off of here and try to keep my mind off of everything. I am going to be okay. I am not sure what I am going to do next semester. We will see. I will keep you all posted!
Thanks for reading.
-Kaitlyn

Good Morning Readers!

Hello readers,
I am so sorry that I have not been blogging lately. It has been a busy summer so far! I have been working a lot and been super busy for some reason. This week is the busiest week I have ever had. Nothing much has been going on. I got to see little Henry last week. He is such a little sweetheart. love that little man so much! I will try and put some pictures up in a bit, for some reason it is not working. Other than that, I have been getting ready for the TAP test this coming Monday. I am really not excited but, oh well I have to do it. Next semester is riding on this test! I am officially a Senior in college and I need to pass this in order to graduate on time. I am feeling the pressure! lol. I have also started going to the gym, but the past two weeks have been so hectic that I have not been able to go ;( so I am going this Friday! I have off so it will work out nicely. I know that I should be going at least twice a week. I will get back to doing that asap! Well, I am going to get ready for the day!
Have a great day everyone! I will try and get some pictures up soon! :)
-Kaitlyn

P.s.
Wish me luck on the TAP!