Today I went and took the TAP test again for the 5th time. Yes, I know. So I finish the test, and the lady handed me a sheet with the results. The sections said, "possible passing" for reading and "not passing" for Math. So I was excited to hear about that reading section. However, the math is going to kill me one day. Then I remembered, the ACT TEST! I can retake that, and all I have to get is a 22! I went online to see the dates. Well, I am pretty much out of testing this summer. I have to wait 60 days before signing up again for the TAP and the ACT there is no test until September. All I want to do is cry. I studied so much my eyes hurt. I am going to make some calls tomorrow and see what I can do. But, I think that this is going to be it for this "teacher" :( I want to give up on it. I really do. But, I know that I want to be a teacher so bad it hurts. So my decision as of right now is to not go back in the fall. I want to take a semester off, so I can work on passing this test, take some other classes. I am just going to hope and pray that I am going to be able to take this ACT soon. I really mean it. I don't want to give up my dream, but I am so sad. I just want to curl up in a ball and watch a movie. lol. Netflix is going to be my best friend the next few days. Well, I am going to get off of here and try to keep my mind off of everything. I am going to be okay. I am not sure what I am going to do next semester. We will see. I will keep you all posted!
Thanks for reading.
-Kaitlyn
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